.Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 2:46 AM Y
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Officially moved to
http://suchbeautifulmemories.tumblr.com/
.Sunday, July 5, 2009 @ 1:46 AM Y
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I gave myself false hope. I knew it would never happen but I did not control myself.
Now, I’ve made up my mind. It was a fantasy. No point clinging on to it.
I will learn to let go~~
Well, that aside. I have been in a camwhore mood. LOL!!
Some recent pics..
thats all for nw~
gd nite!
LOVES - Sakinah =D
.Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 9:46 PM Y
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Can I smile just like before?
Can I laugh just like before?
Can I act as if nothing had happen?
Can I still put up a strong front?
I want to. I really want to, but can I?
I wonder…
I am just gonna try.*I won’t allow myself to sink deeper.
LOVES – Sakinah
.Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 11:59 PM Y
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Don’t you think u r being freaking childish?!
Honestly, I can’t be bothered with you anymore.
You haf no idea wat i am going thru.
I am freaking disappointed in you. I expected more than childish acts frm u.
You can F***ing AVOID me.
You can F***ing treat me like INVISIBLE.
I DUN CARE!! I CAN BE BOTHERED!!
My life still goes on with or without you.
If u r not happy, you can just SCRAM!!
I am sorry but i can’t please everyone.
.Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 12:50 AM Y
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I have my own reasons for doing every single thing.
But it doesn’t mean I like whatever I am doing.
I am left with no choice. I had to prioritize. I have to make a choice.
I wanted to tell u but I am not sure if u are ready to hear it.
You haf freaking no idea wat i am going thru rite now!
What i need now is for you to understand me and not to...
She’s back!! She is really back!! She is back for good!!
You are nothing but trouble, misery and pain to me!!
Yes, she is your ******** but to me, SHE’S A NIGHTMARE!
MY NIGHTMARE IS BACK TO HAUNT ME!
I knew this would come, but it comes way too soon.
I am not ready for it yet…
I am not sure if I can accept u…
…
F#$%#!
Sakinah - way too soon =(
.Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 10:33 PM Y
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Back to school, I am already feeling the pressure and stress.
LOVE it but HATE it at e same time.
Being pressurized and stressed up have always motivated me to go further. But when it gets too much to handle, I just felt like breaking down.
I am feeling quite lethargic to move on.
Todae was like the worst day for me. It was my elective module, d & p, I expected so much from it but things just dun go the way u wanted it to be. In that class, I felt so dumb. I felt like a fool. It’s more to DTA, and i noe nuts abt it and they were all very outspoken. As usual, I muted myself. If this goes on, I am pretty sure I wun score well. I wanted to drop it like seriously, I dun wanna waste my time but I dun wish to give up, its jus not me and my mum.. She has always been very supportive of my decision but tis time she is like so against it. I dun understand why.
Aft the lesson, I just felt emotionally unstable, left immediately. “Enjoying” bus rides. It was crazy of me. I took 161 to hougang back to woodlands and back to hougang. Next, I went to find food to gorge on. 3large whipped potato + 1 tub of chocolate ice-cream + 2 bubble tea. Amazingly, I manage to finish everyting. There goes my dieting.. I just felt like venting it out. It seems so silly. NO, it is silly. It doesn’t work at all.
I just realized how vulnerable I could be.
Its indeed not easy going thru tis alone.
TAKE ME AWAY!!!
.Tuesday, April 7, 2009 @ 11:29 PM Y
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Why do I always be the one getting hurt?
Why do I keep pinning hopes on the wrong person?
I’ve been trying to run away, but it doesn’t seem to work.
I just couldn’t deceive myself.
DUMB, CHILDISH AND NAIVE. That’s me
Is it impossible to have a life without worries and troubles?
I wonder….
Memories are still e best,
okay, maybe Sometimes
ok, time for some outdated pics Cambodia and BTG
okay thats all for now..having fyp meeting tml, meeting my advisor.
I am freaking nervous and i am nt sure why. LOL!